| | i'm feeling oddly dejected ever since break begun it's probably because everyone is off to campus preview weekends or whatnot and i'm kinda just ... stuck here. it's really too bad i've already gone to wellesley - i wish off in boston running wild [haha yeah right] with stephy or something. but i'm kinda scared this is the start of my cold feet. gah. i guess going to a women's college is more daunting than i imagined. and okay, it's probably because i already hate girls to begin with ... but with all lesbian jokes and "OMGOD ARE YOU SERIOUS?" i'm getting, i'm having this creepy-crawly unsure feeling in my guts again. [but really, to those people who are like "omgod are you serious?!" i just wanted to ask them, "OMGOD WHY WOULD I NOT BE SERIOUS?" it's just annoying. why would anyone ask someone that?!] i suppose i should be thankful that i got in [no, i take that back. i'm REALLY thankful] and also for knowing victoria beforehand and having her want to room with me [yay!] but in reality, i'm still not 100% excited or convinced that Wellesley is it for me and - [i'm gonna stop here] ugh ugh ugh i think this whole whiny post is mostly about me being resentful that i'm not in boston right now. haha. ignore me. |
| | Posted 4/10/2008 12:08 AM - 36 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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