wow it's been a gazillion years since i've posted

but now that i'm back, i kinda feel like i want to start posting again.

anyways, i failed today ... "lost the game" if you wil ... but came to the conclusion that what happened really was all for the best.

although i'm still a little confused by columbia decision, i guess in the end i was only arrogant and took too much for granted that it'll be almost a sure bet. it almost feels like columbia was mocking me for thinking that attending their summer program will help me along. either that, or i really suck.

but then after a relatively nice nap and my piano teacher being nice to me for the first time in 3 years, i decided that wellesley will probably be the best for me. i mean, i never worked as hard as all the friends who've been accepted to the ivies ... and to be truly honest, i would have been rather shocked if i was accepted. a lot of it was wishful thinking and i do think that i was a little arrogant to think i could get away with a little work and big rewards - i mean after all, we do reap what we sow ... i and really didn't sow all that much. man that sounded almost dirty lolzz.

but in any case, i guess i'm coming to peace with myself and the decision to go to wellesley. and kevin is right - college is what you make of it and i'm pretty sure i want this to be good :]

and hey, i get to hang around steph for another 4 years ... so i guess it's a good consolation prize :P haha jkay steph. in all honesty, i think the fact that i'm sticking with you actually ended up making me think of wellesley in a positive light ... like i said, we're destine to be best friends foreverrrrrrrrrr!! <3

so...

WELLESLEY CLASS OF 2012 !

college finally seems real.